Friday, November 6, 2009 { 3:38 PM }

3 doughnut from doughnut factory
A lot of chocolates, chips, ICE CREAM
And yes, spent a lot of money
Urgent leave, just to stay at home yesterday

And all these, FATS and CALORIES just to make me feel alittle better

YES! I eat just to feel better
Hahaha… very bad habit! Well this will continue until
I find another better way

New nick name? tequila pop!
What drinks pple first thought of me? Tequila pop/alcohol too!

I think Love’s like tequila pop
No kick on the outside appearance
Excitement once you pop it, totally cool when u swallow em
But absolutely disgusting after it’s down ur throat.

Spent my urgent leave slowly yesterday
As it says urgent… actually it’s all excuses, I just wanted to have sometime
Of my own for a day without taking an mc.

It’s therapeutic to do manicure and going to the salon to get my hair washed
Little things I enjoy doing every time!… it’s expensive! but every women deserves to be PAMPERED! :D

However, I don’t find any interest in branded stuff…
Rather save the $ up for a worthy vacation…

Going for Manicure and Pedicure with joanne tomorrow!
Whoo! Pamper me session:D
Exploring a different side of me!

Cross finger, that tomorrow would not be a rainy day
Last but not least, a pretty photo!


Current Track: Big girls don't cry

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 { 1:07 AM }

I witness the most beautiful thing out of my office window today
dark clouds moving away and the sun shine right into the office it was so bright
that i couldn't see much after:)

totally brighten up my day.

walking on another path, and yes i will die trying.

seems like He's painting something to me which i kinda don't understand
Christianity is not a religion, it's a relationship:)

actually there's some thoughts, but i'm not giving a second thought abt it
because i know i'm much stronger then tht..

gosh, insomnia:(
bahhhhh!

Sunday, November 1, 2009 { 11:27 PM }

blogging from my phone @ occ
Gosh, weekends always pass by so fast! Keeps u wanting it to be longer all the time!

i had a sweet one, fri night esp
Sat's halloween! Nv played halloween b4 it was a eye experience to see alot of pple dressing up nevertheless:)

Woke up tdy in shock thinking tht it's a working day at 12ish habouring thoughts tht ima gonna be so dead for turning up late for work.. haha... Working life haunts u like debt.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 { 11:06 PM }

SCREAM AND YELL!!!

runs ard with huge banner

MY BOSS HAS FINALLY DECIDED TO INCREASE MY SALARY!!!!!

although it's not alot, BUT still!
IT'S AN INCREASE!

now i feel valued:)

wha hahaha!
alright i shall be nice from tml onwards at work...
say hello to more HARD WORK!

see~! hardwork does pay OFF! :D

gosh, i see nothing before me other then tons and tons of work to do nw
God! i need to FOCUS!

it's gonna be a good game!:)
work hard, PLAY HARD!

{ 1:03 AM }

It's a torture waking up for work everyday
warning signs are lighting...
i hate this feeling.

gosh, wanna get my ass off this place badly
being real is so suffocating

I've done whatever i can to find back who i really am for a year
tried everything possible, you name it.
something is still missing
fuck. this sucks.

i would not appreciate if You'll hold my hands and tell me everythings gonna be alright
because i know You wont.
the door is shut. the key has long been thrown away.

You made me like this.
i'm freaking empty, empty like a cleared dustbin waiting to be filled with rubbish.

pretending doesn't makes you one step closer to who you wanna be
it only destroy who you initially is.

i'm a perfect example.

Saturday, October 24, 2009 { 3:10 PM }

Sleep also tired
Don’t sleep also tired
Sleep too little also tired
Sleep too much also tired

Haha, think some of u reading this wanna slap me for posting such idiotic stuff at 2ish..

Current location: work place
Plans for the rest of the day?

Church at 5pm
Haven’t been ard for quite some time, time to go back home.
Then dinner with joanne in town and social house with lin after her work ends.

This is how my sat’s gonna be like!
Hope yours would be an exciting one like mine! :D

Never ending problems.. but God’s around.
I’m fine.

{ 1:15 AM }

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end and for peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tendernessin our hearts